Lost

Some days I just feel so lost. I'm sure some of you know what I mean. You feel like you're on the right path and cruising along, and then you're like... what the crap? Most of my concerns are career-oriented. In high school, I thought I had it all figured out. I always did well in school and thought I would never run into any complications. Well... I now see that I am wrong. :) Now, I am about to GRADUATE COLLEGE and GET MARRIED and I choose to have second thoughts about what I'm supposed to do. Perfect timing, right?

I guess part of me is afraid of screwing up royally and having to fix it. I want to get it right the first time so badly. That's just the way I am. But, on the other hand, I have a full life ahead of me to make the right choices, so messing up from time to time isn't a big deal.

When it comes to life stuff, it seems like no matter how hard I try, I'm always JUST barely behind the eight ball.